Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: The Replacements - Here Comes A Regular
Reading: The Divine Comedy By Dante
Watching: Donnie Darko - The Director's Cut

Well guy's,

My subscription is coming to an end but do not worry next month in march i will have a new one. I don't have the money right now but soon i will renew it. I'll be back. nobody can keep me down.

WHEEEE!

Revenge Of The Taker

Mood: Excited
Listening to: Sheryl Crow - I Shall Beliece
Reading: Leo Tolstoy's War And Peace
Watching: Dawn Of The Dead 2003 Remake

So Monday I got a Deviantart Subscription and i am testing out the headers and footers that and it was really nice of her to make me these headers and footers. Nikki makes me good art. she also made me a background for my Deadjournal that i have. Thank you again for them Nikki.

Been talking to A lot lately which i would say is a good thing because i think at this point in time without somebody else who is just about as crazy as i am about things talking to me i'd end up going nuts and that wouldn't be a good thing for too many people.

I also been talking to on my MSN messenger and i like talking to him. he makes me laugh and smile which for some people unless you know the kind of things i laugh at or in his case just is funny in general then i dont laugh that much. but since talking to him i have been laughing a lot. Thank you MediaGambit.


Check One Some Of These People

This is a song that i like by Majandra Delfino. It is how i feel at this current moment. I have come to the realization that i do not need people who i thought i couldn't live without. I go day by day through the shadows and the darkside of my life as a Creature Of The Night, in a vast ocean of creatures and mutants. I hope you will enjoy these lyrics just as much as i do. I like this song and it is very truthful. I am learning more and more that there are people i know i can trust and others who i have trusted who i know that i can never trust because they are only in things for their own self interests. it is sad really. those people need some help.

Ohh Yeah BRITT!!! get ya ASS BACK HERE WOMAN! i miss talking to ya. I hope that your alright and everything is going good for you. drop me a note if you get a moment.

So here is to you Creatures Of The Night Like Myself. For now I go back to the shadows but again i will return.

Max

Breathe again
I'm living on your air tonight
Never knowing when you'll cut me off.
Oh you have a way
That makes it hard to sleep alone.
And just when the dream gets good
You always seem to have to go.
So...
Here I am alone again
Waiting for the story to finally end.
While the world
Spins around
It's out of my hands.
Don't even try to understand.

And I guess it's time to tell you
What you should already know.
Oh you know
I'm better breathing on my own.
All alone.

I am working ons ome new picture's. Just thought i would let everybody know.

If you use anything from my Deviantart account make sure that you link back to me. thanks

Sookie

[ Name ]: Ray
[ Nicks ]: Silent Bloodshed Tears, Illyria, B N M, Ray Ray, Supa Ray Ray
[ Born in ]: Missoula Montana
[ Resides in ]: Milpitas California
[ Good student? ]: Nope
[ Eyes ]: Hazel
[ Hair ]: Depends On What I Color I Chose To Dye It. Right Now its like kinda

auburn.
[ Shoe size ]: 10 1/2 - 11 1/2

Last time you..
[ Had a nightmare ]: Last Night
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: Last Night To Rachel
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: Two Weeks Ago
[ Dyed your hair ]: Erm August 11th and 12th
[ Brushed your hair ]: I don't
[ Washed your hair ]: Last Night
[ Cried ]: Erm Not For A Few Days
[ Called someone ]: Earlier Today
[Smiled]: erm not sure
[ Laughed ]: earlier
[ Talked to an ex ]: Earlier today
[ Smoke? ]: not for a long while
[ Do drugs? ]: well since like the end of February
[ Have sex? ]: February
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: Last Night? It's a Lambchop Plushie ^_^
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: erm last week
[ Play an instrument? ]: never
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: sometimes
[ Remember your first love? ]: daily
[ Still love him/her? ]: Of Course
[ Read the newspaper? ]: Whenever I feel Like It
[ Have any straight friends? ]: Several
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: Sometimes
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: Are you fucking kidding me. I love Alcohol.
[ Believe in God? ]: Nope
[ Pray? ]:Nope
[ Go to church? ]: Only If Its For A Funeral
[ Have any secrets? ]: Now why would i tell you that
[ Have any pets ]: A Damn Cat and Two Fucking Fish
[ Have any piercings? ]: Yes
[ Have any tattoos? ]: No
[ Have an obsession? ]: mmhmm
[ Have a secret crush? ]:maybeh, maybeh not
[ Collect anything? ]: mmhmm
[ Have a best friend? ]: Yes their names are, Rachel, Brittany, Deena, Lil, Grim, Jo, Kyle, Jay, Rennie, Nancy

[ Have a boy/girlfriend? ]: Yes
[ Like your handwriting? ]: mmhmm
[ Have any bad habits? ]: several
[ Care about looks? ]: sometimes
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks?]: sometimes
[ Friends and other people? ]:sometimes
[ Believe in witches? ]: Of Course
[ Believe in Satan? ]: Hell Yeah
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: Fuckin A Right Man

Current:
[ Dress ]: Jammies Still?
[ Mood ]: Five By Five
[ Make-up ]: No Not Today
[ Music ]: B*Witched At The Moment
[ Taste ]: Umm Chili
[ Hair ]: Messy
[ Annoyance ]: Stupid People, And People in general
[ Smell ]: Grapefruit Delight Candle?
[ Thought ]: How Many More Damn Questions Do I Have To Answer
[ Book ]: Midnight Bayou By Nora Roberts
[ Fingernail Color ]: erm clear?
[ Refreshment ]: Kool Aid
[ Worry ]: About Rachel And Others
[ Favorite Celebrity ]: Angelina Jolie, Amy lee

Last Person:
[ You Touched ]: My Mom
[ You Talked to ]: Mom
[ You Hugged ]: Fuck If I Remember
[ You Instant messaged ]: Jo
[ You Yelled At ]: Nancy
[ You Had A Crush On ]: I Plead The Fifth
[ Who broke Your Heart ]: I aint telling
[ Kissed ]: Michele

Who do you want to:
[ Kill ]: Stupid People
[ Slap ]: Stupid People
[Tickle ]: Dead Hunter? Rachel? Brittany? Deena?
[ Talk To ]: Rachel? Deena? Anybody Who's Not Gonna Piss Me Off?
[ Have Sex with ]: I Can Not Say
[ Kiss ]: I can not say but i will say Dead Hunter has good lips if that helps.
[ Be Like ]: Nobody other than myself

Miscellaneous:
[ Sexuality? ]: Bisexual
[ Favorite Quote? ]: Ohh Yeah, Miles To Go Little Miss Muffet Counting Down From 7 3 0 - Faith From BTVS
[ Your sexiest feature? ]: I think my hands
[ Largest age difference between you and a significant other? ]: 17 years
[ Coolest gift you've ever received ]: My Vampire The Masquerade Dark Ages

Book From Rachel
[ Coolest gift you've given ]: Rachel Her Rosary
[ What's sitting on your computer monitor? ]: Not A Damn Thing
[ About how many books do you own? ]: Hell If I know
[ About how many of those have you read? ]:~Shrugs~
[ Do you own a calendar or date book? ]: No
[ When you're jotting down notes, do you print or write? ]: A combination of

both
[ When you doodle, what do you draw? ]:the undertakers T symbol